Recharged!

Okay... so I did it.... I finally bought a new charger!

It was expensive. Far more money than I wanted to spend. But when you love a little phone with all of your heart, and then you are forced to set it by the wayside....

Sometimes you do what you gotta do.

And speaking of doing things you need to.....

I sent an email to Mason last week, asking him not to be affectionate in his letters. I told him that we need to just be friendly. I also said that he needs to focus completely on what he was doing, and I need to be able to put my whole heart into what I am doing.

I was honest, and kind. I told him that I wasn't dating anyone, but that this is still something that needed to happen. I told him, too, that I didn't know what the future holds, but that things will work out how they should.

And I felt like this was a good thing. I still do. I haven't heard back from him, and I'm sure that I've hurt him, but, truthfully, I was feeling so restricted.

I was praying and praying, and then decided to do what I truly should have done a while ago.

A few days after that, Tyler and I were talking. We had decided to keep dating other people, but I HATED encouraging him to go on dates with other girls. And the guys on my end just weren't working out.

As we talked, we began to talk about getting back together. I can't tell you how good I felt as we were talking.
So we decided to give this one last hurrah--to see where we have the potential to go, and to find out if we can be happy together.

I'll admit, I've been a little worried about telling the family about this. But I know that you guys are in this for me and just want me to be as happy as I can be.

Tyler is such a good guy, and there is nobody else like him out there. There just isn't. And I like him soooo much.

Anyway, I REALLY need to go get some homework done.

Wish me luck, with school, with Tyler... with everything!

Love to you all!