Since being married, and finally having my own cooking tools, I've come to realize that I really enjoy cooking.
While baking and cooking have their own unique pressure and stress, there's also something so cathartic about cooking for me.
I think it has something to do with the process of creation. I've never ever felt like I was a creative person, but since I've started cooking more, and since I've realized that I really enjoy the cooking prospect, I have really begun to feel creative--at least in the kitchen, with a recipe nearby.
Notice that I said that the recipe was only nearby, though. I've started doing innovations. Changing things here and there to fit my own tastes. Ignoring measurements (aren't they only recommendations, anyway? isn't that just one person's idea of what something should taste like??). Trying new things.
We don't always have the time (or money) to pick new meals to make, but I really see those nights that we do as treats. I love trying something different, or trying a twist on an already-loved classic.
I have to say - the other day, Tyler requested that I make some cookies for him. Even though I was battling a cold, I decided to go ahead and do it. (Don't worry, I was very sanitary.) I can not even begin to describe the feeling of accomplishment I had once I had a few cookies cooling on the racks. I looked at my cookies and thought, "I created that. I put different things together, and actually created those cookies."
Maybe my sense of accomplishment was due to so many past failures, but truly, I felt like I could do anything. I conquered the challenge of making cookies--something I had practically given up on. Truly, I felt that if I could make cookies, I could conquer the world. (Silly, no? But true.)
So I really have appreciated the cookbooks given to me for my wedding. I think I've used them all to try new things. And it's always so exciting when I do use the cookbooks. I am really grateful for the joy I have found in learning to cook--and I'm excited to learn even more!!
3 comments:
I love cookbooks and read them for pleasure. Probably why I am not a genius but I like reading through recipes.
Also, you CAN conquer the world with good cookie making skills, that is how I first won over Uncle Jonathan! See...not a genius but I AM smart! ha, ha!
Love you. Good luck with all of your culinary adventures!
I hear you. I feel the same way. Cooking is very relaxing to me, even when it's stressful.I feel that sense of accomplishment you described so well.
I'm thankful you like to cook!!
Amen! Cooking is my zen time. It is my me time, and lucky for me, it is something that has to be done every day. I love it!
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